When someone asks you the question "How are you?", our reply to this question is usually "Fine" even though we may not truly be fine. The more reason why I(we) give this response is because the person asking may not really care about how we are really doing or maybe we don't best know how to share our feelings. Here I would write an honest reply on how I am feeling right now and what is going through my thoughts at the moment.

Looking deep into my thoughts and feelings, it is hard to exactly say how I truly feel in a single word. My present environment/situation has placed me into having different kinds of emotions. The one I am most concerned about is the feeling of being distant and trying to be in connect to this place, I mean the Hive ecosystem.

During the period of Corona, when I came back to Hive. I managed to remain consistency in comments engagement and daily blogging as that is what I believe to be the ticket to making a place and getting yourself noticed. But now, I have resumed to school and faced with a lot of challenges that tries to steer me away from being active here.

One of the Biggest Challenges I am facing here is; Maintaining a good schedule between School activities and engaging on Hive. Being active on the Hive ecosystem in areas on Engagement especially when one is an "Engineering Student" is tough. it is quite hard to combine. I get very frustrated when I face Internet Connection problems during the times I am free. I get pissed up and annoyed. So, we can say FRUSTRATION is one of the emotions I have been feeling.

To be honest, I have been finding it very hard to tap into my inner spirit. It's more like a road block in my head into how to express my thoughts. Normally, I am always full of inspiration but this time, I think the stress and frustration I get from school causes the mind block I feel.

Asides all this, I am very glad for all that Hive has done for me, glad for the friends that I have made in this platform. I am even happy that I am facing some issues in school and the reason is because I have always wanted to resume back to school. I am also glad Hive comes as a support to some of my needs in real life situations on cases like school projects and practical and living expenses.

_{Click the banner to get redirect to Blogging Challenge Community}

_{Click the banner to get redirect to SMILE server, or: https://discord.gg/wyhVUvt}